The truth
So u are right at the very front line of the war-zone…
Proud and almighty on your horse…
Restless and determined…
Waiting to start this battle and fight it at all costs…
It’s something u believe so strongly in, with all your life and heart…
Something that you refuse to bulge an inch on
With a resolute that surprises even yourself, unbending and uncompromising
For a reason you did not even stop a second to think about…
And when you finally do… (stop to think for a few seconds, that is)
You got the rudest shock of your life…
Because the truth is right in front of you…
There is no battle
There is no one who believes in what you are fighting for
And hence no one fighting at your flanks WITH you
There is no cause for the war-cry
No reason and purpose for any blood to be shed
No one to fight for
(Now you seem like the idiot =.=)
And if you look even closer
You’ll realized that there is no enemy
(Cos without a purpose, all else is imaginary)
Maybe your greatest enemy is yourself
Maybe the greatest battle you have to fight is within…
Funny how when logic creeps in and emotions get pushed aside
Its so much easier to see
Emotions are a scary thing
You lose control with them, lose all reasons, lose all logic
And get all swept up in this turmoil that you cant climb out of…
Though once in a long while, it feels good to lose them somehow…
Beautiful in fact…
Cos for those few cherished moments, you feel alive and living…
This fire burning within
Maybe its cos you thought you found a reason
*smiles*
If that’s one reason… one freaking reason that I should be staying at this same spot…
God and whichever divine beings there are, know Ill stay…
Its not often that Im a crowd-pleaser (being the narcissistic me)
But Im losing the fight… that fire, when it seems a lost cause without reasons anymore
Im tired of swimming against the tide for something thats viewed as meaningless and unwanted…
Maybe honesty is really too much to ask for…
And since the reality is so much more important, Im going to make everyone else happy and stop being the ass that I have been =)
So like it says below (not very literally though)
Im “moving the fuck on” *grinz*
